bangun lambat pergi exam

In the previous post aku ada mention aku gi lambat exam and then fail kan? So aku nak share la apa jadi pada hari kejadian. Rasa jahilliyah habis dan betul betul rasa givap masa benda tu jadi.

So macam ni. Aku study la cukup2 paper family law II ni. Banyak-2 paper sangkut subjek family kan, bagus. Aku study la malam tu dan aku terover konfiden and main twitter for like an hour (or more, aku rasa tak lama pun) sebab aku rasa aku dah prepared and nak get rid of rasa nervous. Serius aku set alarm semua berbondong- bondong beghiya nak rak, worst I told nobody aku ada paper esok pagi. BODOH GILA. ha kena taip besar-besar untuk mengingatkan betapa bodohnya ku.

aku tido dalam kul 4 camtu and expect to bangun subuh mandi semua then baca-baca la before exam. Guess what I woke up at 10:30 am and my paper was at 9am. Nak gugur gila jantung masa tu. Masa bangun tu aku dah rasa lain macam sebab aku rasa Puas Tido, and bukak-bukak mata dah terang. Aku istighfar jugak masa tu and still trying to get myself composed.

pastu aku terus kejut kawan rapat aku kat bilik sebelah and her nickname was "Mummy" and aku cakap "mummy I'm here" like we were both so shocked and she immediately asked me to call my other friend and she called another friend. I also called some lecturers to ask if I can sit the paper on another date and not a living life can tell me that because they themselves don't know.

aku ingat pesan ayah aku "this is your last chance and I won't help u anymore" aku ingat gila-gila and pasal tu aku determined to enter the exam hall.

so luckily my other friend was available and her housemate sent me to the venue. So aku berlari masuk dewan exam I was desperately looking for my seat and some lecturers also recognized me and some even called my name. I binge looking for my seat because I have only a short time to spare. You know what I think luck was on my side when I found my other friends this God-sent lecturer passed me the question paper when other lecturers are "discussing" if I can sit for the paper.

I was mildly disappointed like man............... I rushed in there. I refused to think about everything else and I tried coming in man. Nevertheless, ya I sat for 1 hour and 15 minutes more or less, and I failed that paper. It was a pretty impressive grade, considering I answered a 3-hour paper in 1 hour or something man.

honestly it was devastating, yeah i was a devastated hooman and I still hoped everything will be fine anyway.. so I went backto my rented house and packed to go back to my hometown

moral of the story:

(1) try everything you can and do what ever you can to save yourself, and prayed for the best.

(2) kalau nak exam tu tolong bagitau semua orang that you have an exam (especially morning examinations and engko memang tak reti bangun pagi) and u need someone to wake you up just ASK FOR THEIR HELP DARN IT

(3) pray. keep praying + solat hajat is a must. Jangan lewatkan solat, jangan tinggal solat.

(4) segala yang berlaku kepada kamu baik atau buruk ada hikmahnya. be patient and hopes for the best.

Godspeed.